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31th day in cheena land(3 april 2009)
It's 1.11pm on a saturday afternoon, today, i was awakened at 11am by some of my great room mates to go GYM at 1pm than go shopping. Anyhow, we decided not to go gym instead. So here blogging about yesterday's events and thoughts. Yesterday, I stayed at home the whole day. I felt proud of myself for making my stand in staying at home and just relaxing and spending time doing work. My friends wanted to go to some shopping centre nearby. They left at about 1230, supposed time to get back was about 6pm. Which is already 6 hours interval, i was pondering waht i could do within 6 hours rather than walking around aimlessly, trying to find good deals in a shopping mall filled with shops. It's like catching a fish in a pool of sharks. Back in Singapore, i always thought that staying at home the whole day just resting and doing a few hours of work wasnt fruitful but i guess i was wrong this time.Even as i stayed at home, besidesall the scary encounters alone,just by watching tv and lying on my bed was greatly appreciatted. I guess because of the harsh studying conditions that we're in, little do count alot. Guess what, my friends came back at 9 instead. It's amazing how they could just walk around for 9 hours. However, there were some cons in staying at home alone too. It was scary, besides the raining weather and the thunders, it was all dark and i was all alone. Even as i went to the gym by myself, it was scary too. Nobody comes to the gym at that time because it was raining and it's too cold out there. I wonder is that a a life of an retired adult too? Like all you do is RETIRE. Thank God for lee kuan yew, i remember him being against retirement and how retirement doesnt come with age. I guess every human being needs certain level of stress. A life that is carefree and aimless is a life of silent suffering. I wouldnt want to be like that.